Worried about someone.

The door to loneliness

Have you ever worry about someone that you cannot concentrate on the things you do? Have you ever worry about someone until your head aches?

How would you react when someone you love, someone close to you, suddenly stop replying your messages and never pick up your phone calls, without any particular reasons?

For me, I would worry sick about them. Thinking something bad might happen to them. Maybe they were involved in an accident? Could anyone be so busy that they couldn’t even reply a simple sms?

I felt really lonely suddenly when this kind of situation happens. I couldn’t figure out what really happened here.

I hope they are fine, and always save and sound. That is what I hope for the most.

Be safe.

Life is like a mahjong game??

Choose it wisely

We always hear about people comparing life to a game of poker, like one of the song from Fort Minor called “slip out the back“.

Well, maybe life could be described as a game of mahjong too. You have to choose your tiles wisely, plan each move, and show no emotions. It’s all about knowing when to give up what you don’t need and gamble with luck. It is also important to know when to stop playing and give it a rest.

I myself don’t really know how to play mahjong though. But I’m sure it’s as fun as poker too. Try it if you have the chance.

Would you accept my love?

Silhouette of love and passion

This would be my dream come true, if I could confess my love to that very special someone, so romantically, passionately, under the moonlight of an autumn night.

A silhouette which simply gives out the feeling of burning love and passion…

I guess a picture really says a thousand words, and I really couldn’t find any more words I can use to describe this special photo.

This photo was taken with Nikon’s D5000, shot in jpeg, courtesy of my friend who lent me his camera.

Meet me halfway, I will be waiting.

I can't go any further than this, meet me halfway

“Can you meet me half way? Right at the borderline is where I gonna wait, for you.”

I will just sit over here, waiting for you to come by, even it takes me forever. Because I cannot go on alone, I can’t go any further than this. I want you, this is my only wish.

Will you come back and meet me half way? Right here is where I gonna wait, looking out night and day. Come back to me. This is where I’ll stay.

Featuring content from Black Eyed Peas’s Meet Me Half Way, by any means not owned by me. Just to share this song.

Get in touch

The urge to talk to some one...

How often do you think of talking to that some one on the phone? Or just to text that somebody for no apparent reasons’? Maybe just to say hi, or just to hear his or her voice on the other end, is just the simple thing you wanted to do but didn’t take the initiative to do so?

Do you have the urge of wanting to tell that significant someone about everything that had happened in a day? It isn’t all that simple to have or to find someone who can lend an ear to listen all the time.

I wish to have someone to call now, to talk all day long, about anything; or maybe, someone who can call me and tell me all about her life, her ups and downs, anything and everything about her. I can listen all day long.

If I could talk to someone right now, maybe I won’t be writing something like this over here now. Expressing my inner self to no one.

Maybe it’s time for me to learn how to bring up my courage, and call someone to tell them how much I wanted to talk to them. Just maybe… Someday, I will…

Rusted mind

Rusted, one way only

My mind is now as rusty as the gear, and being forced to turn one way by a cock. Turning back isn’t an option, until the cock is lifted up.

I sometimes hope that I don’t have choices, so that I am forced to take any given thing, not being complicated by choices, not being afraid of choosing the wrong thing, and be brave facing anything thrown at me.

Isn’t life much easier without choices?

Another tribute to lomography

Lomo-grass

Another tribute to lomography, a fake one of course.

This shot was actually pretty flawed, in a good way, that it made this photo special. First of all, it was far away, and there were soft winds blowing that time when I tried to take this photo. In the mean time, I was sitting inside a car, shooting through the car’s side window. So it gave a soft-contrasting photo, with slight blur because of focus error and motion.

If you want everything to be flawless, this would be a total reject. But after you look it from the lomo-way, it seems perfect. Just right.

Everything is flawed, but it could be so perfectly flawed that it became special. Can you find someone who is perfectly flawed just for you?

Sun rise, or sun set?

Sun rise, or sun set?

What do you see in this picture?

While I was doing some editing on this photo, the song “Wake me up when September ends” from Green Day came on my radio. This song is pretty old, but it really makes me feel kinda sad. Pairing up this song with this photo, seems like an early morning sun rise could an instant becomes a late evening scene.

Maybe I always see things in a bleaker side. Should have changed the way I look at things.

Wake Me Up When September Ends – Green Day

Lomography?

Lomography, the digital way

Hmm… What do you think when you first see this photo?

This is lomography done in digital style, well, by software of course. Not so sure how many people know about lomography, but I myself never tried one before. In fact, I don’t know much about lomography at all.

But one of my friends in Malaysia showed her first lomography work at facebook once. I kinda like it, the way how people shoot lomo. Everything is impromptu, casual, and lighthearted.  But what a waste since she never do any more of her lomography after that. I guess she’s too caught up with her work.

Wish to shoot lomo with her, to take a look at the world with her with a different perspective. I never tell her that I wish to do photography with her. It’s pretty strange that I kinda look up to her. Hmm…

Well, all I know is to replicate the feeling of lomo in this digital world. It’s pretty different I would say, compare to real world lomo. When can I have the chance, to do this with you?